real pure true love was not something i was accustomed and introduced to properly in the pivotal times of my life. the wrong view of love led me down paths of repetitive rejection and forced me to try and “dissect” the reason for failed relationships. i always felt like it was me and that i was the problem. although that could've been true, i had learned that my perspective was the block keeping me from experiencing a true love. it was sex. i thought that sex was the only form of showing affection. and i also experienced the result of NOT having sex in a sacred way that God intended it to be. Heartache and false realities occurred because the powers of such intimacy is made for the person God has for you. the enemy wants the world to think that having transactional sex is not a problem, but in my opinion it damages the view on women/men, leaves room for more deception, takes the goodness away for the person you end up marrying, and closes gaps for opportunities to show that you love them in other beautiful ways.