most my life, i thought that having the biggest masculine features were the best tactics to being a successful man in this world. i was wrong. i found that the more you have to “inflate” yourself to look bigger or better, that the more hurt there was inside the heart. God made us with emotion and with intuition and feelings. just like anything in life though, its important to not fall into the abyss of feelings & emotion because they can mislead sometimes, but thats journey. finding the balance. now as a man i can definitely acknowledge that there could be hurt inside me, instead of ignoring and putting up a front.